Update

I know it's been too long and in between then and now all I've really managed to do is stress some more about my weight and creeping size. Until last week! I took the initiative and joined slimmingworld.com as on online member and in the first week of eating pretty darn well (healthy, yes, sat night pizza has had to be substituted with pasta and sauce...alas!) Even though on Valentines Day night we went to a lovely Indian restaurant I still managed to weigh in on the Wednesday 4 lbs lighter which I was quite suited with! :)
So, we're in week 2. I haven't since weighed myself and I know if I see myself drop another pound or two I will start to get complacent or if I have gained any - when trying hard to stick to plan - I will get defeatist. Gosh my willpower is quite shot at! I have to work on that... Thursday night my fiancé brought home some of his sisters birthday cake which I saintly refused until I got my Uni assignment score back and got a distinction (!) and then it was a 2 piece...O-K two and a half pieceS...celebration! I'm not entirely convinced hat had I failed spectacularly the cake would have been comisoratory.
And so I continue!!
:)